I'm trapped inside myself and it is plain to see
that my mind is not well,
and my body is a deep and darkened prison cell.
The only light there is to be,
is the flames of hell that allow me to see.
I know now that I can never be free,
but always on the razors edge of a mad drunken spree.
I will always be blind and scared as hell
until the day I heed my own advise,
and yet I will never be free from the grip of my drunken demise.
The light of day is yet very far from here
and with the passing of every day
my pitiful death draws ever more near.
It will hide and wait until the day comes that I stumble and fall,
Then down will come Gods' fist smashing me small
so Satan can cast me into his bottomless pits of hell,
taking with him my mind,body,soul and all.
Now that I am finally sober and my mind is once again clear
I hope my prayers the good lord will hear.
Please God walk with me so I don't stumble and fall.
